Wednesday, November 11, 2009

hey!! ^^
blog is dead....im currently rotting in front of the com....T.T
nth to do so sian.....miss him n my frens.....
i got my ans le!! ^^ asked me to wait...say grow up le than
stead .__. so bored....went bishan library yesterday wif eunice,
jing yi n jing hui do the cambodia thing...bt end up dun hav
books on cambodia.....so eunice nid to do singapore's history...
than recieved msg frm mdm mandy in the morning i nid do report
than send it to her by 1pm wth lor.....so i have been rotting in
front of the com since 11 after i did my report......nw very bored
nth much to say.......ok im off to facebook-ing ^^

Im scared....that i may lose u......living in fear everyday.....imissu.....

StiLl FaLliNg.//* 7:37 PM

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Saturday, October 31, 2009

long time nvr post le.......all my frens start to ask why its dead.......
got my report book le im promoted to 2na......im so glad.....
but today's my 1st day that im going thru with all my 'dreams' of HIM
being destroyed.....he told me that he dun like me and hes very srry that he
hurt my feelings.......i want to hate him bt i juz cant bring myself to hate him....
I MISS HIM!!!........T.T.....bt he doesn't bother.......wonder if can survive anot...
darren today nvr go for BB......i tink cos nvr see him juz nw....well no use wondering..
wonder if hes fine.......my god why am i talking bout him.....maybe its juz some
feelings........im going crazy.......
hols start le.....cant imagine the days without my frens n him....T.T...
2 months -.-
WAAAA i noe im a crybaby -.-.....

whr are you when i nid u?
when im not in love wif u ur always thr for me....
when im in love wif u u disappear....
why cant u make up ur mind.....
same thing that happen three times........
when will it ever stop or is the HIM already in front of me?
juz tt i have nvr noticed him?

im so sad.....

and tis is juz day 1.......

Labels: heart boken

StiLl FaLliNg.//* 2:02 AM

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Friday, October 2, 2009

Its been such a long time since i last updated.....its so omg dead....
i hav been in two relationships juz to forget him bt sadly neither one has
"survive".....i juz cant get my mind off him.......both guys are extremely
sweet to me except tt one of them loves me too much and is exactly like
my dad.......
So you can say that im sort of like back to square 1......back to waiting
for him........i miss him....
Now is EOY le gd luck to everyone for who sees my blog!! And those who
are the best to me and certain people........im so stressed out......now the
class kenna blacklisted by DM.....so sian in sch.....
juz now go bishan wif Charyl and alphonsus.......wanted to go to the library de
but than full than go mos Burger study bt than every where also full than we
go sit outside beside the ice cream de shop (duno how 2 spell the name....)
it was damn hot and we like cannot concentrate on our maths.......than i asked
alphonsus do maths for me......thank you so much!!
gtg for tuition liao
hope can update soon
im gong to Hong Kong and Cambodia at the end of the year!!!!
i miss him............
Back To Square One Again.....i miss him.......

Labels: misses him

StiLl FaLliNg.//* 4:05 AM

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Friday, August 7, 2009

long time nvr blog liao...its so dead.....
many things happened and im heart broken....
hes like avoiding me in school and cos some
baka take photo of me n another guy walking
together hes like.....how do i put it? erm emo?
than avoid me more......i miss him so
much bt does he even care? Now got 2 frens like
him too bt its nt that i blame them or hate them,they
are still my friends but i wan to noe the truth does
he still like me or nt......than i wan try move on
haiz....exams are coming soon....i hope that my frens
and i will be able to get into the same class next year...
haiz....in a blink of an eye 8 months have passed since i got
into ZHSS.....and its been 6 months since i got over my ex....
wonder how is he doing in deyi.....haiz.....i wish that can go
back YZPS....miss my class......
Every day i listen to songs that are sad and i end up crying
myself to sleep......so sian.....
i miss him
we are so close to each other yet we are so far away...

StiLl FaLliNg.//* 3:52 AM

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Saturday, July 18, 2009

Today is like the worst day of my life.........i lost the one i love
and my hamster died.........I went to Chinatown to buy my ethnic
costume with zhi ning,Jolene and Jolene's mun.....we walk around
and around than finally came to a shop i was their guinea pig
i have to try everything 1.....ltr than they try than in the end we bought
the same type of Chinese ethnic costume......when i came back
home i found out that my hamster died.........than i sms-ed him
wanted to talk to him cos my hamster died than very sad.....he say
he watching movie....i said ok nvm.......after that he say weather
we can be friends anot.....why not? was wat i told him but he said
friends as in juz friends nth more........i broke down and told zhi ning...
guess wat my other friend said was true.....i was only bluffing myself
that he likes me too guess it was all a lie......haiz.......zhi ning told me
nvm maybe he want concentrate on his studies......maybe only.....
theres still a possibility that he likes someone else.....haiz..... T.T
perhaps i have fallen into a hole too deep for me to climb up........

Heart break lullaby:

In the still of the night
I can almost feel you lying next to me
Like it used to be
And it's hard to let go
When there's always something there reminding me
How things could be I've tried to get you off my mind
I've tried to play my part
But every time I close to my eyes
You're still inside my heart
Why can't I laugh
Why must I cry
Every time we say goodbye
Why does it rain
Here in my heart
Every day that we're apart
Why can't it be
Just you and me
What will it take to make you see
These are the words
To my heartbreak lullaby
Like the stars in the sky
You still keep on shining down your light on me
but out of reach
And I know that in time
You will come back to your senses, see the signs
And change your mind
I try to look the other way
And keep my heart on hold
But every time I'm close to you I lose my self control
Why can't I laugh
Why must I cry
every time we say goodbye
Why does it rain
Here in my heart
Every day that we're apart
Why can't it be
Just you and me
What will it take to make you see
These are the words
To my heartbreak lullaby
Why can't I laugh
Why must I cry
Every time we say goodbye
Why does it rain
Here in my heart
Every day that we're apart
Why can't it be
Just you and me
What will it take to make you see
These are the words
To my heartbreak lullaby
Why can't I laugh
Why must I cry
Every time we say goodbye
Why does it rain
Here in my heart
Every day that we're apart
Why can't it be
Just you and me
What will it take to make you see
These are the words
To my heartbreak lullaby
These are the words
To my heartbreak lullaby.
By: ATeens

Labels: heart broken

StiLl FaLliNg.//* 6:20 AM

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Friday, July 17, 2009

waiting for him to turn around and notice me someday......
in spite of every thing I've done......wonder if he will love me

Labels: wish upon a star

StiLl FaLliNg.//* 3:20 AM

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Monday, July 13, 2009

today after school went toa payoh with maureen and some one
we ate lunch and we were supposed to go to the library but in
the end we went to walk around we bought friendship rings one
for each of us.......it was damn nice lor.....than tmr bringing the
wish bottle to school tmr than theres 4 paper one for me jolene,
maureen and someone but i dnt have one for pei jia.....
so tmr im bringing it to school for them to bring to school than i
keep the bottle till sec 4/5 than see if the wishes we made can
come true......hope we can remain as BFF till sec 4/5.......and my
relationship wif him can remain long and sweet....haiz......

Friendship is like glass once is breaks, its hard to put it back together.......

wish that we can remain as friends till sec 4/5.........

Labels: wish upon a star

StiLl FaLliNg.//* 3:38 AM

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